Gold Digger

Years after the seperation,
mother has moved on, but you are
still hanging onto what
could've, would've, should've happened.
Sad, then angry, then trying to teach me wrong.
You were not there, and that is your fault.
To me, you talk bad about my mother,
that she is money hungry, wanting your money to pay for her things,
her expensive vacations.
You are ignorant,
trying to erase my image of her as you wish.
The very little currency you pay
does not give us luxury, but our basics.
But you never listen to me,
you bitter father.

Favorite Lyrics

 All The Things She Said by t.A.T.u.

All the things she said, all the things she said
Runnin' through my head, runnin' through my head
Runnin' through my head

All the things she said, all the things she said
Runnin' through my head, runnin' through my head
All the things she said, this is not enough

I'm in serious shit, I feel totally lost
If I'm asking for help it's only because
Being with you has opened my eyes
Could I ever believe such a perfect surprise?

I keep asking myself, wondering how
I keep closing my eyes but I can't block you out
Wanna fly to a place where it's just you and me
Nobody else so we can be free x 2

All the things she said, all the things she said
Runnin' through my head, runnin' through my head
Runnin' through my head

All the things she said, all the things she said
Runnin' through my head, runnin' through my head
All the things she said, this is not enough
This is not enough

All the things she said x 7

And I'm all mixed up, feeling cornered and rushed
They say it's my fault but I want her so much
Wanna fly her away where the sun and rain
Come in over my face, wash away all the shame

When they stop and stare, don't worry me
'Cause I'm feeling for her what she's feeling for me
I can try to pretend, I can try to forget
But it's driving me mad, going out of my head

All the things she said, all the things she said
Runnin' through my head, runnin' through my head
Runnin' through my head

All the things she said, all the things she said
Runnin' through my head, runnin' through my head
All the things she said, this is not enough
This is not enough

All the things she said x 8

The things she said
All the things she said
All the things she said

Mother lookin' at me
Tell me what do you see?
Yes, I've lost my mind

Daddy lookin' at me
Will I ever be free?
Have I crossed the line?

All the things she said, all the things she said
Runnin' through my head, runnin' through my head
Runnin' through my head

All the things she said, all the things she said
Runnin' through my head, runnin' through my head
All the things she said, this is not enough
This is not enough

All the things she said, all the things she said x 3

Milky Way by VERTUEUX

I believed in you

Who still carries the dream you see

It’s rusted, please open the door of refusal

Even the real end will also destroy

That’s a vivid form

Now you’re the rain

That dyed the earth with gray colour

The depth increases and shines brightly

Voice called for me far from limit aah

Together we see the Milky Way

I can’t believe it

My mind was able to be refused and continued

There’s no road to choose from anywhere

Putting one’s feet to the incomplete real

That’s the new future

Now you’re the wind

That uses the breath of god for the life

I won’t break it again

Your back were off limit aah

Together wrap in the Milky Way

 

Rises near the only god

It’s painfully repeated

To the collected summer scenery

With you just until the end aah

Leap from the dark

Now you’re the rain

That dyed the earth with gray colour

The depth increases and shines brightly

Voice called for me far from limit aah

Together 

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Writing for Edward Hopper

Night Hawks

    We always came out when the sun went down, when the humans cleared the streets, eager to rest at their home.  At 12:30 in the morning, every night, we would come.  We were the only ones left in New York City, the others fled to more remote regions, like Wisconsin or Missouri.  But here we were, Leonard, Roger, Stephen, and myself.  I opened the door to the small diner, the others already present.  Hearing the small bell jangle at my entrance, they all glanced at me, nodded in acknowledgment, and continued about their ways.

    I walked in and sat myself down next to Leonard, my red dress falling to my side as I sat.  Stephen placed a cup of hot tea before me and smiled, before continuing with his washing.  I glanced at the cup for a moment, then sighed.  “I think… I’m going to leave New York.”  Stephen stiffened, but then continued, Leonard and Roger both dropped their newspapers and stared at me, wide-eyed.  “Sorry, I’ve just decided that, although I do love this town, it would be safer for me and-“ Roger quickly interrupted me. “What, you want to give in?  Just like that?  If you leave, you know that means they’ve won, right?”  He said sternly.  I sighed.  “Yes, I’m aware, but this isn’t just about showing resistance anymore.  It’s about safety.  Before, hundreds of years ago, we could have stood up, could have killed them all.  But we can’t now.  Because they have guns, and they’re smarter than before.  Before, I was worshipped and feared for my power.  But now, I can’t… I can’t live hunted like this.  And I can’t just think about myself anymore, Roger!”  I ended my reasons with a shout.  They all sat silently. 

    “I’ll go with you, Elizabeth.”  Leonard said, then taking a sip of his coffee.  I stared at him, and he snickered.  “Did you really think that I’d just leave you?  We’ve been together for so long, there’s no way I’d just abandon you, besides,” He smiled at me, then glanced down at my stomach.  “The baby is mine too, you know.”  I sighed, but smiling, a huge weight lifted off my back.  Roger snorted, laughed a little, and then smiled at us.

    “Well, someone has to watch after her while her stomach becomes huge, she won’t be able to run as much, being that fat and all.”  I glared at him and stood up.  “Yes, I can see you’ll miss me.  But you’ll stay here, fighting?”  He shrugged.  “Yeah, I guess, gotta remind the humans that we’re not dead yet.”  I smiled at him, then placed my hand on my stomach.  Yes, we may be few, but the humans have yet to completely kill the remaining vampires.

Haiku for "Dream Marks on my Pillow"

Dreaming so slowly,
Never wanting to wake up,
But never sleeping.

Lay down next to me,
Bury your doubts and fall asleep,
Wait for the next day.

This was my pillow.  The one that I had for years, and years, and years.  It's gone with me when I moved houses because my parents got divorced.  It's traveled with me on road trips, and even across seas.  It's an old pillow, and although it was no longer fluffy, or even remotely comfortable, I still kept it.  I don't know why I refused to give it up.  The pillow itself is flat and hard, and is only slightly fluffy when I take it out of the dryer.  Its' pillow case, black and yellow, because I loved bees as a child, is now ragged, slightly stained, and worn out, the once bright, sunny yellow now a dull rust.  I don't rest my head upon it any longer, but I keep it in my bed with me.  It comforts me.

Teacher's Music

Kazumi Holcomb

What music or songs remind you of your childhood?
-Yuzu, a Japanese band.  I listened to Sayonara Bus by Yuzu a lot when I was coming to America for the first time.

Who is your favorite singer, group, or song and why?
-Yuzu is my favorite group because they sing about life and growing up.  It helped me when I was studying abroad for the first time.

 What music reminds you of someone you love?
Boys to Men, and Kevin Ross.

Do you go to concerts?
No.

What radio stations do you normally listen to in your car?  Do you sing along?
I listen to country a lot, but I listen to the stations mainly for the news.  I don't sing along.

Which music or artist is offensive to you now.
Nicki Minaj and Lady Gaga, groups that are popular in America.  All they sing about it drugs and sex.

Which music or artist do you really dislike or refuse to listen to?
As said before, Nicki Minaj and Lady Gaga.

Music I Listen To

2. My favorite song is Milky Way by Vertueux.  I don't have any feelings connected to this song, but I did listen to it quite a bit when I went on my trip to Japan.  I mostly just like the lead singer's voice.

3.  Yes, my taste in music has changed so much.  From middle school, when all I listened to was anime music, night core, parody songs, and Escape the Fate, it has evolved into something much more... Less embarrassing.  I now listen to Vertueux, t.A.T.u., Fall Out Boy, Yuzu, Jeffree Star and still, the occasional anime music.  I can't believe I BOUGHT the theme songs from Shugo Chara.

8.  I admire the music of Jeffree Star because many of his songs, while they talk about 'inappropriate' things, I feel like they really push to accept things that were unacceptable.  Many of his songs talk about wearing makeup and wear feminine cloths, but instead of talking about the struggles of gender roles, promptly tells the roles to f-off and proceeds to own it.  I think he's very revolutionary, and should receive more attention for his work.

10.  I think all music should be acceptable, it's the people who make it terrible.  When a new artist comes out with music that isn't like other music, (Ke$ha, Lady Gaga) many people jump on the internet and comment on all their music videos saying how it isn't 'real music' and ask, 'what happened to ACDC and Metallica'?  Everybody likes different music, don't bash people for what like and calm down.

11.  Some music can have poetic properties, but I’m bad at reconizing them, so I don’t know many poetic songs.  Songs do have similar writing styles to poetry, such as usually having short sentences, or having a melodic flow.  Owl City is a very well-known band that has very poetic lyrics.

You would not believe your eyes

If ten million fireflies

Lit up the world as I fell asleep

'Cause they'd fill the open air

And leave tear drops everywhere

You'd think me rude

But I would just stand and stare

15.  I used to want to be a singer when I was younger (middle school), but then I realized that I could not carry a tune to save my life.  I still sing often though, when I’m completely alone, usually in my car.

Artist Poems

On only the clearest of days
she would visit me.
Soaring through the sky,
bare feet, plain dress, short hair, white wings
flutter and ruffle in the wind.
For only a short time, I would see her.
Short conversations, a few passing jokes,
always leaving me,
with me holding onto her hand as she flew away.

Human
Do not leave me alo ne
So manny years alone
Too many years
I am not r ea l but
I cannot bear being al o  ne any longgggererererer
Just until the end end end end end
Please SStaAY
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